0- Jesus had to feel extremely lonely, unloved, like know one was listening or hearing Him, as the disciples felt anointing Him was a waste of good oil, one of his chosen 12 plots to turn Him over to the chief priest with a kiss, His 3 closest apostles fall asleep when He asks them to watch with Him as he prays, most scatter when He’s arrested, one denies him 3x’s and He is falsely accused, mocked,and beaten.

W-Mt. 26:40-41 Could you not keep watch with me for 1 hour? Watch and pray that you may not undergo the test. The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak

E- How many times have i not spoke up for Jesus? betrayed Him by my sins? Failed to be with Him in prayer? scattered when i could have been helping Him disguised in my fellow man?

4- Lord give me the courage to live my Faith OUTLOUD!!!!